Nostalgic

There I was standing in front of her. For almost a year I haven't seen/talked to her personally and now she's in front of me. While I was looking at her face, it seemed like she didn't change a bit. Old memories came flashing back, happy and sad ones all mixed together. I wasn't mad at her, nor was I wanting to go home that time. I wanted to stay, to talk to her, I wanted the time to stop and the people would freeze like the only two of us can move. What was I thinking back then? It seemed like I was drag back to time, yet I hold on to the present. When we started a conversation it revolved around ANIME, like the old times. In the back of my mine I was saying to myself "ANIME again? She went back to ANIME?" Then we went outside and bought ice cream. Sat on the bench and then I started talking. I told her almost everything that has happened to me since we lost communication. She started laughing, criticizing, and admiring my story. I still feel comfortable telling her things that I wouldn't tell others. She also shared some of the things that has happened to her. I noticed that the way that she sat was not right. So I asked her if she had accident, she answered "yes." But I didn't bother asking what happened. Looks like in a Year many things would happen. People change but some feelings still does remain. I didn't notice the time because I was really enjoying her company. It felt like I wanted to tell her so many things but there was no time left. Before we went home we went to see some DVD's at the sidewalk. Just like old times we usually do that everyday. Looking for anime/movies to watch. I walked her like just we walked before going home. I had a great time. I didn't tell you that "I missed you" because i didn't know what your reaction would be. But now I'm saying it. I missed you! XD

Chance

Weeee!!! I'm back? hahahaha!! Glad to be alive! Thank you God for giving me another CHANCE. I know what you want me to do and you keep on reminding me T__T After 10 days of suffering from amoebiasis here I am. From a waist line of 30 down to 27 ( I feel I'm so SEXY right now) and from being slim to being thin in just a few days. Err... never will I want to have that experience ever again. Staying at home, having fever, going to the bathroom 50 times a day. It nearly killed me and my mom was thinking of bringing me to the hospital, but I insisted not to because I don't want them spending money. For almost 10 days all I could see was the four corners of my room, our two dogs, lucky for me my cellphone had a lot of mp3 so I wasn't bored. Thinking of simple things like eating, walking, going to work, having a healthy body, seemed so important. Because of the gradual loss of minerals of my body I became weak that I couldn't even walk. I don't know how I survived but I know that GOD was the one who helped me. It's quite sad to think that we only come to GOD and ask HIM for help when we our in trouble. I've learned a lesson, a big one that's for sure. That in everything you do, put GOD first. Never forget HIM because HE never forgets you.

Grand Chase Mania!!!!

Well it's been a while since I last wrote a thing here in my blog. Time really does fly when you don't notice it. It's already the last day of February and I think kinda liked this month. I was very busy in my work and playing Grand Chase. I'm really proud to say that I'm really hooked again to another online game. I've used my real name here in this game as "Xchan". I'm already level 50 (the max level) and also I have completed the level 50 armors at level 50 accessories. Others in the pvp won't let me join because of my monster stats. Playing Grand Chase is like playing an online Megaman with a multi player system and an awesome pvp mode with dungeons yet to be explored. So far I've managed to meat some friends in this game. Me and Dbhelou (Nath) are planning to make our own guild. I just wish I could spend a lot more time playing this game. I'm enjoying it and so far am doing well =)

January XD

It's been a year since I started blogging. Reading my old posts tells me of lessons that I should have learned from the past. Trials that I have passed. While I was reading through my posts I noticed something. I know now that I'm much happier now than before. It's not only in my posts but I've felt a strange change on me. It's true that everyone can change, whether it may be for good or bad. All things change, everything around us changes. We should be ready to accept things as they are and not to live on dreaming or making our selves believe that everything is going to be all right. I've waked up to reality that this world is a harsh place to live in. This world we live in is a world full of hatred, pain and challenges. As humans we need to survive in order for us to continue.

This new gave me inspiration to start all over again. To prove not only to everybody but to myself that I can improve more. I have so many plans for this year and I wont hold back to any of it. I'll do my best and make sure that I would reach my dreams (XD). "Nankurunaisa" it means that everything will turn out just fine, from the anime blood+.

This is my December

It's already December, the last month of the year. Christmas is already over and the year is about to end. 2008 will past and a 2009 will be born, these are the last days of 2008. Somehow 2008 will be one or the year that I won't forget. I managed to get through the ups and downs of this year. To feel so alone and to know who my true friends are. Experience new things and go to places where I haven't gone before. Do things that I never knew that I could do. Meet new people that are connected to other people that I also know. Dream and plan things for the future that I know will be beneficial for me someday. There's so many things that I've learned but there's still one person that I never forgot *sigh*. Still I'm waiting for my most favorite holiday of the Year, New Years Day! I don't like the fireworks, neither the noise, nor the liquor it's the New Year that will come that I'm waiting for.

A message for my Dad... Happy Birthday...

What is the first thing that comes in your mind when you see or hear the date November 30. Some may think that it's a famous holiday, Bonifacio day. Yes it's a special holiday and it's on the calendar. I just noticed that every November 30, it usually rains. Like today it rained the whole day. It's the birthday of my father and for 15 years every November 30 it really rains. It's been 15 years since he was gone. I really forgot the feeling of having a father. I still have memories of Him. I remember a time when he came home and brought chips ahoy and never gave me a single piece. I was just a little kid that time. I still have some memories of him but still. I really wanted to have a father to grow with. I never knew the feeling of talking one on one with my father. Telling him my problems with girls or stuffs. Asking him about opinions in how to court a girl.

Here's a message for you dad. We really miss you so much. I know it's not your fault that's why things ended out this way. I think this is a way of God to teach us how to live and to have faith in Him. Dad... I hope someday we would be together and we could catch up on all those lost times. I'll keep it up and I won't give up. I'll also take care of mom and the others. So don't you worry there. I'll be here for them and I know that you'll too be there for us... Happy Birthday....

Latest Updates about me XD

Latest updates about me^__^

-Still working at a computer cafe.

-Addicted to Naruto.

-Happy^___^

-Saving up money for future purposes

-Still single /swt...

-Enjoying my stay with my Barkada XD

-Planning to take up board exam next year XD

-Still having problems with customers -_-!!

-I have a big crush on someone.... *sigh*

-getting married?? lol... not now^^

-I'm not a flirt nor a playboy XD


Well those are some of the updates that I can list right now. I'm busy because of my work, even though I have a 2 days day off it's still not enough T__T But I'm used to it. I think this kind of work builds my personality. Well I'm happy in what I'm doing right now and I think that's what important. Until next time ^__^v